Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Sunday, January 23, 2005 I duno why but I just had the urge the blog so desperately. Maybe its because what I am feeling now is so strong and its hitting me..Basically, I have been slacking the whole while and now I feel so lost. I feel so left behind by the world. Everything is moving and on the run. Everything is running. Everything is going. While me.. I am here. I am just standing here waiting for something to barge into me and cause my life to shudder like a tiny earthquake hitting the earth. I am just letting days pass by me like a blur. So many hours wasted. My whole body feel so drugged. I feel light like as if I am floating, as if I am barely here physically. My mind is at another place. Its not here with everybody else. When I wake up, I have to let my mind register for awhile before I can tell what day it is. And it doesnt help at all not being able to check the time on the wall coz all i see is blurred digits. It also doesnt help waking up feeling lethargic. I need to change my sleeping habit. Its bloody four in the morning now you know!! I need someone to knock me out of this daze. I need to get a job for goodness sake! Or go for some course. Morning ah everybody! - I just had to b l o g..
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