Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Monday, January 10, 2005 I have been at my best behaviour ( i think ) for these couple of months. So yes, it is getting on my nerves for people to misjudge me or my actions or what they think I might do. I do know all these advice you are giving me is good for my own benefit. Like.."Aisha, please behave yourself." Geez. You make me sound as if I am such a wild girl.I dont smoke. I dont drink. I dont curse that much. I dont flirt. I dont show off too much skin. I dont go clubbing. I dont screw people. Im not saying I am an angel and those who do that are devils. It really falls back to the person itself and their personality and not what they do or how they look like or what they dress up in. However, in this situation..all this bits and pieces of little here and there's are what that matters and counts. So yuhh.. no offence to anybody whos reading this. I am a normal girl who just wants to have her fun. Dont tell me laughing along with my group of girlfriends is wrong? I just dont understand why some people think that I am a possible havoc. I know that I have a good head on my shouders. And thats just simply because I know that I learn from my mistakes and I really hope I dont commit them again. And mind you, my mistakes are minor. So then, off to another subject. I went home with "whoever" just now and she was teasing me about a nonexistant boyfriend. And I am so so very far from desperade. Like hello..?? Even though I know you were kidding,I think thats an insult to me for a very personal reason which I shant mention here. Well, maybe because it came from you. I duno.. but Im not the sort to joke around when it comes to serious stuff. And yes, I do take relationships to a certain level of seriousness and not a game. Thats why you can explain me being attached only once. Am i scaring any of you possible candidates? Hrhr, if you get me good. If not, forget it. Yes, my mind is all over the place. Who knows the next moment when I re-read this blog entry.. I would most prolly go.."What the feg was I thinking?" Hrhr, Aishas got her many different side. Whats new? Btw, I so do not know what I was typing about in the paragraph about the nonexistant boyfriend. Its a very mundane day today. However, the weather simply rocks my socks. - Unaware changes..
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