Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Wednesday, May 18, 2005 Give me a portion of your thoughts. Bits and pieces of collected information from many different individuals/strangers. I let my thoughts wander as I walked. So disconnected from the real world, I allowed myself to drown in music. I let myself rock to the beats and I let myself go. I felt a rush of desperate adrenalin fill through me, just unfortunately it was pseudo. I know once my music distraction shuts down, I go back to my normal self. I am not a very happy person(but i am happy, just not escalatic) right now but perhaps theres a reason to it - only that I have no idea. Perhaps its how my life is. So functionally robotic. Or perhaps its just something else that I haven gotten my finger on. I find myself wanting time alone and to be left alone. I find myself strangely quiet and at times I find myself not wanting to even communicate. Jotting this down, it suddenly triggered me that the reason to that would be that I am always surrounded around with people and or maybe simply I am just tired or. or. or. just something..? hehh.Stop polluting me with never-ending meaningless conversations for I still do need my bit of intellectual conversations please. As i type this, I am thinking of something else. My words and thoughts doesnt tally and I suppose you just got to analyse and look in between the lines. Go do your homework dearies. Okay. Night. - habibi? lak. ante hinzir.
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