Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Friday, August 05, 2005 My back hurts. Forever and ever. I cant seem to pinpoint why.. its really getting to me. No more slouching. I feel like breaking my back into two.I feeel bloody bloated and terribly babat-y. No more food. I feel like taking a knife and slashing at my fats over and over again. No more this no more that. Haiyahh... Im moody. Ive reach a point, well a couple of times where i feel like shutting myself down and isolate myself from everybody else. I wish to take cover under my blankets and never ever come out again. I dont feel the need to be out there socialising. Whats the purpose of it? Theres so many things u try and run away from. So many things which you wish u can undo or erase from memory or from ever happening. So many things which you wish and hope and want but you cant have. You try to help others yet you fail. You entertain but they dont give you the response you want. You treat people nicely but they treat you the opposite. You give people attention but all they give is neglect. A place where understanding becomes a burden because you just cant seem to understand. Times where u felt like you were no better than crap, or you wish to be someone better,nicer, whatever-er. But not only that, there are times where you wish to just hide out coz you dont feel like u deserve to be out there. Whats that common phrase? I never seem to be good enough. YES! There finally said it in simple english. Okay you can go away now. Comment all you want, im just here to vent and ive done my job. - Ok
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Do you think being exhausted(mentally, physically, emotionally)is the cause of it?
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