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Sunday, October 09, 2005

aaaaaaaawww. ok hush now.

in case you dont know, i was aw-ing to the movie crazy/beautiful. its really sweet isnt it.

anyway anyway anywaaaaay, i had a fab time with Ain, Nana and Shahida/h (nana's bestfriend) and also yes, emas shorrt company. It was really fun lah!! I felt young. And i was like a gila woman.wait, correction : gila girl. i felt so free. so vibrant. so careless. so unrestrained. so pfkting alive!! I AM young. I cant always be so thoughtful, so rational, so careful..so sickeningly mature in my mentality. Well, thats how I am. So its nice to feel like a real teenager ok.

It was fun shopping/window shopping. I was uncontrollable. There were soo many things I would have loved to buy. However, somehow I psychoed and pushed myself away from them. Temptations, temptations.. evil temptations. I can feel the rush of adrenalin surge through me. feeel it!! but no, im trying to stop spending so much. Everytime I go out, I have to buy something. Im a bloody shopaholic and that isnt good at all. Really, im not proud of it. I go shopping everytime I go out. Even if I did not plan in buying anything, i would eventually buy something at the end of the day. Its NOT good at all.

I have to stop.

But whatever ye? Just a couple of days ago, I bought a pair of reaaaaally cute jeans with sweet flower prints at the sides,a nice pink long sleeved shirt, a very cool bag and a bohemian top ( which btw, makes me look pregnant!ergggh). And then today I bought a really cute pink handled scrub, brown liquid eyeliner & pink matte eyeshadow base from Body Shop and also this REALLY adorable purple bag which is also very cool.

HAHAHHAHAHAHA. SHIT did i jus type that out? anyway, so yea. do i stink or what. heh.

Next, Im going to buy a Guess? watch which is btw very elegant and youngish. An MP3 player, no ipod pls.. too many music gives me a headache. I get fickle very easy. And also, this top from Fox.. i think, i might just not buy it. we'll see. aye, i duno lah. i cant seem to make up my mind. its always the do u need/want it? and i get stuck in between. of course i dont need all this. i want it. but how much do i want it? how bad do i want it? or perhaps, do i reaaaaally want it? would i be using/wearing it often? think, think, think. i told you i think too much.

Aand then, thats it lar.. no more shopping, bitch.

STRICTLY will be on a shopping diet. Hhahaha wth.

You know, the only reason why im blogging now is because im not chatting to anybody at the moment...and i want to let out whats on my mind but everybody is just so dead. So yes, I turn to you.. bloghead.

attachment is over. im happy coz i think im not cut out to work at such a young age. esp doing something so responsible - dealing with human life. i mean, i am able to handle it but.. well basically i just dont like to work at my age coz i dont think i should coz im still young. ok? but of course, like i said in my previous entry.. i enjoy it. so boohoo haha i cant wait to go back to schoool. i want to study and gain more knowledge insyallah.

this is a crap entry. superficially crap. so excuse meee readers.

taggers, thanks for tagging. i appreciate it. cheeers

ah yes, and eid kareem to all. happy fasting/terawihing.

- crazy/beautiful
rambled by AiS at 2:17 AM

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