In your face

Saturday, November 05, 2005

OOOOh god. whats next? NO. Seriously. Heh. This after that after this after that this. Yeah, rhyme it baby. hah.

Hold on. Pause, rewind please.

Eid Mubarak Minal Aidin Wal Faizin to all the muslimin wa muslimah.

Pause that thought, my arabic sucks btw. heh.

Okay now I can continue..

Sometimes I wonder why God do things the way He does. Why He makes certain things happen. Its amazing what lies beneath for all of us. The slowly turning of rocks to reveal your destiny. Its a journey in which we must fight. A journey in which we struggle and learn on the way. Not all of us emerge a winner. Some fall along the way, some gave up, some simply couldnt care less.

This entry is not to enlighten and open the mind of yours, my readers. But it is about me. Me who fought but not hard enough, not even close to what is expected.

Theres so many things we want to do to better ourselves and book a place in heaven. But do we do it? Do we actually follow the path God want us to follow? It isnt easy is it, especially in such a modern world. I suppose we could start off with the basic foundation of 5 prayers per day. And that my friend, even some cant accomplish it. You could add me in, at times only mind you. But thats my relationship with God isnt. Oh wait, do I even have a relationship with God? Do you?

Everytime my dad gives us some kind of religion talk which knocked us in our heads, i will never fail to think and think and think. Think of my actions, think of what I have/might be doing. Think of the wrongdoings. Think think think.

Sometimes I wish to rewind my life back so that I could mend some.. things, undo certain phases. It breaks my heart if I were to hurt others especially to those whom I care about. I feel like im nothing but trouble. I know thats not true.. but it is, in some way or another.

It is, some way or another.

I shall be going now, I dont wish to make this a personal entry..

I qoute my dad, "God made life simple, but its up to us to make the choices"

- I DO NOT KNOW. GUIDE ME WONT YOU?
rambled by AiS at 8:44 PM

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