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Friday, December 16, 2005

I swear Im doing this..

As I look out of the window, i see nothing but cars, trees, grass and.. sunlight streaming through the leaves, casting shadows. I see serenity in simply that and I wish a breeze would take me away. Indeed, I am troubled yet unknown to my surrounding like a foreigner in another country. It doesnt matter or so i proclaim, but I want wings to hug and protect you. This world is anything but bright, even if it was bright.. it would eventually die off.

Life life life. Its funny and we all should laugh along together merrily, taking it a tad too easy. Get us drinks and we shall go dancing beneath the moonlight. Oh wait, why do we have to dance beneath the moonlight.. why cant we dance with the morning breeze or sunlight streaming through the leaves or even beneath.. the waterfall?

I like things bright. I like it cheery. I like nature and I appreciate beauty. I qoute, " Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder "

Is this true or tell me so. I feel like sing songing. har har.

Im rambling with my fingers, juggling with my thoughts, fiddling with my time.

Amazing how your mind spontaneously comes up with a string of utter nonsense and make sense! Amazing how words are tied together and forming the process of your mind! Amazing, amazing, simply amazing and i LOVE mr willy wonka omg im not over him!

So, incredibly weird he is. Johnny Depp of course.

Im bloody 17. So.. young. Suddenly Im in love with that thought. Hmm.. being young is the perfect excuse for being foolish, perfect timing for making mistakes, perfect age for having a whole load of fun. But theres always this thing called consequences or circumstances or conscience.

HOOOOOOOOHHH MY GAWD. Notice how these three words start with a letter C! This ought to be acknowledged.

Consequences, circumstances, conscience.

It feels so sickeningly boh-ring and irritating and frustrating to abide by them. GAAAAAARGHHH!

I want to be a hippie and spread the love and peace around and own a dove and go, "peace" with that.. lame ass peace sign. HAH, how did that sign come about? I shall go do some research now. And im telling you to HOLD ON. so yah, HOLD ON.

UN-hold on. Here you go dahlengs,

THE HAND-GESTURE PEACE SIGN is thought to have begun in europe during world war II when a V for victory - and not to be confused with the catholic gesture of benediction - was painted on walls as a symbol of freedom from occupying forces. the sign was widely used by peace movements in the 1960s and 1970s as a symbol of victory for peace and truth.

http://www.designboom.com/contemporary/peace.html

I wouldnt know if my sources are reliable but wth. just for show. HAH NO. okay. =)

Its so tempting to get out of this airconditioned eplaza and stop blogging and un-bore myselg and and and go outside to where its warm and sit under the tree and lie on the grass and roll under the shade and feel the sun streaming in and settlling on my bare skin and enjoy my own presence and giggle and laugh and twirl around and have sparrows chirping and flying around me and let me let me let me breath in the air, the fresh air. oh how lovely life would be.

But alas! My imagination is good and vivid enough to put myself in such a pretty and serene.. atmosphere.

And so my fellow comrades, i bid you goodbye and see you in my fairytale world!

PS. All girls have their own made up fairytale. One day, i shall tell you mine. I dream too much damnit. But, i feel much lighter and cheerful now.

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rambled by AiS at 12:17 PM

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