In your face

Saturday, June 17, 2006

I hate myself for only just waking up and not being in the clubroom where im supposed to be. I seriously hate when I wake up late or oversleep or have to rush or just cant wake up.

Ah this is killing me, i was just on speaker phone on Annurs phone. They were having the cast meeting in which i was supposed to be there.

OMG. Dumb aisha. stupid stupid stupid.

Im SO determined to do SO great for our production now and to give my 110 percent!

I KNOW that we can pull this off. I know it i know it and i know it. And Annur and Arifah were just being so nice lah that i couldnt help but to wilt with guilt. Blah. Stupid dumbdumb, they so dont deserve any shit from us. Not like as if we are purposely giving them lah.. haish

Not only do i have to give my commitment to this production but i have to give it to the WorldSkillsCompetition. So its like, ive got two very important things boxing me up and creating pressure. Thinking about me makes me feel so enclosed coz both will start to be very intensive very soon. VERY intensive. But the thing is, i want to do them both, mind you i cant find any other word to emphasive this..so, i repeat. I want to do them both fucking well.

Okay other than that, i have to study my bio and research methods. Ive got papers coming after this holidays. And 4 weeks in school, im off to attachment then im off for my SemestralExams. So that means, i have to squeeze in my study and exam preparation time too. And again i want to do fucking well for my examinations coz Im aiming for the overseas attachment and i just want to do fucking well lar. Goodness me, so many things to do.

Its a neverending supersonic ride, in which im so determined to overcome with flying effects.

Oh and I went for TP Dramatec Production with The Milahtants (ps, i love you guys so much!). It was indeed a nice twist of creativity. Talented actors and actresses I must add. Minor details however in which you should have taken into account to build certain moments. All in all, pretty much impressed. Especially with its twist of creativity. smiles.

I love to watch others on stage and strut their thing. Its so much fun to see how much talent there is out there. But of course, im not one to be with so much comments.. though i do enjoy, ok no..

i LOVE the stage and am completely in love with it. Its my fuel of adrenaline and enthusiasm. It just comes from within. Thats all. So yeah, my two cents worth.

Thanks, i needed my rambling session.

I have now been baptized, if you get what i mean.

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rambled by AiS at 1:45 PM

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