In your face

Saturday, August 26, 2006

let me be a rambling bitch ok

firstly, i HATE the public transport - buses, trains, taxis whatever. Whatever it is, no matter the price, you still have to wait. And thats one i dont like, wait. And let something not give me the freedom to jus GO as i please and wherever as I please and at whatever time.

Singaporeans are rude, impatient idiots. And its so difficult to get a seat esp when theres others who will nudge their way through! And I CANT stand it when they crowd at the door and not let others go out first before they can enter. Like HELOO, wake up already you blind idiots. If A and B are pushing against each other, wouldnt that make the passage just so difficult. Stop rushing for damn seats! Push, nudge, fight your way through. Very annoying ok?

Fine so therefore I keep on indulging in taxis, which is so freaking unhealthy to my pocket. I think I spend alot of my money on cabs, hundred over dollars a month i swear! NO MORE CABS.

I am NOT bonded for the sake of giving my money to cab drivers.

But then again, buses and trains are worst! And adding to that, i HATE going HOME alone. I seriously hate it.

Hate is such a strong word and it will just add so much negativity to me. Why the hell do i do this to myself? God, Aisha.. its time for you to wake up!

YES! I am... feeling miserable. A little bit at least. Why? Because of the events in life.

Attachments, exams, and now attachments again!

Excuse me, Nanyang Polytechnic School of Health Science Diploma in Nursing.. ARE YOU MAD??

No wonder the nurses in the ward have dry hair, terrible skin and look so bleagh. Thats because you overkill them with load of work which is not even recognised much by the damn public! And its not like as if they are given the amount of salary they should actually receive. A rise is what they all need!

And a break too!

Its very important to have POSITIVE MENTAL HEALTH, isnt it?

Well thats too bad coz you cant have it if theres too much stress.

Theres such a thing as Workers Right, perhaps i should look up on that. hmm.

So yes, where was I? Ahh the part where I mentioned I am a little bit miserable. And I wont be. I will try to lift my own spirits since NOBODY is going to do that for me, right? Right.

Anyway, i will be going to Japan in 5 wks for the World Skills Trip.

Speaking of which, haish Worldskills worldskills. Now, every session theres a theory test, individual practical assessment(which has 4 stations) and pair practical assessment.

Im thinking, what am I doing in this competition? Nope its not a competition for just Singapore, its a competition around the GLOBE.

I dont think I am up to standards honestly.

Question you should ask is, "So why were you picked?"

God knows. Maybe GOD just want me to go through this to make me a stronger person mentally.

Shrugs.

I need to go out ok.

I want the beach and shopping and famous amos cookies and yes, long hair.

So whats he for? its not like as if hes going to get me any of this or to make even me feel better isnt he. and if you're reading this.. you could give me a call. snort.

does he even read?

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rambled by AiS at 1:32 PM

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