In your face

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Maybe its time i turn to blogger instead of my black book.

I have been involved in drama eversince i was 13 years old. The passion just keeps burning and burning. My desires overpower my thoughts. My thoughts dampen my spirits eventually.

If i was given the chance, i would drop everything; fall even deeper and let myself free/crazy in the world of arts.

i love everything about stage acting! The memorising of lines, experimenting with emotions, different facial expressions, tone variation, movement, that dramatic pause, that silent overpowering, commanding effect, hair-rising moments, adrenalin pumping feel throughout your body, just that.. feeling, it gives me! to be there! acting, on stage!

that amazing! extraordinary! mind-blowing! heart pounding! pore bursting! cell rupturing! molecule raging! out of this worldddddd.. feeling!

faints.

i literally CAN go crazy when it comes to drama.

It is my drug.

So since, i cant just drop everything after graduating, cant just break my bond with KKH, cant just focus on acting as a career.. i shall just do freelance acting!

But hah! With a fulltime staff nurse schedule? You got to be kidding me.

Impossible means I am possible.

So, we shall see yeah.

Now, ive got to focus on StageArts since I am now the Head of Drama.

OMGGGGGGGG. I am THE Head Of Drama. haha! I think it finally sinked in. Tsk. I mean I acknowledge I am, I think? But well..ah..Okay! lets not sidetrack.

Yes yes, I pledge to do my best, to serve and to guide, to shape and to train the lovely people of StageArts Drama to be an all rounded actor/actresses.

full of shit i know, dont blame me its 0250. But I promise, I will do my very best to carry out my role the best that I possibly can.

im suppose to finish studying about the male reproductive system but look! i am here, typing my distracted thoughts. damnit, now i miss drama and the people. nvm, wednesday i shall embrace both together!

i am not crazy, i am just passionate.

bye.

- drama drugged.
rambled by AiS at 2:25 AM

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