Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Saturday, July 21, 2007 My eyes are aching. My jaw feels tight. My forehead tensed.Nyai passed away during an angioplasty surgery, her heart collapsed and the surgeons couldn't revive her. Acute Myocardiac Infarction took her away fast. So in a way, that was good for her I suppose.. She was fine before this, getting better as a matter of fact. However, never was she a woman to complain or whine. Always so kind and sweet and thoughtful and fair and lovable. Nyai is my beloved grandmother by the way.. I'll always singsong with her before we part, saying.. "Aisha sayang nyaiiii..." And she would reply, "Nyai punn sayang Aishaa" Shucks.. Been suppressing the tears from falling and taking in deep breaths. I am, in a way happy though. Nyai gets to join Yai again. You know, my grandfather.. Yai, passed not more than a year ago. In August 06 as a matter of fact. And Nyai wanted to let a year pass before she moved on with her life fully, go for umrah etc. However instead of that, Allah swt choose for her to reunite with her husband. Yes, we are all pretty much in a state of shock.. but there comes in, acceptance. Redha. Aisha akan selalu sayang Nyai. -
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