Just shut up, and listen

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She cries, she laughs

She screams, she rambles

All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge

Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere

Abide by the rules, and you may stay.

Otherwise, leave.

Now.. smile with me.

 

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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

it's like a knife being pressed deep against your skin.

i think ive finally found the answer. i worry about the small itty bitty things too much. there's so much more to be worrying in this world. why am i so... paranoid, so anxious.

i strive to do the right thing too much that when something wrong pops out, i fret.

i tell people that there is always room for improvement but i dont tell myself that when i do something "Wrong" and that, that is okay.

Aisha, its OKAY.

I tell others that its okay as long as it was your best.

But if it was my best, then how come theres so many areas which I know that I can improve on?Well, thats cos there is always room for improvement and that we are always learning. And that, I can take this experience with a smile, carry on and know that I will be better next time in handling any projects that come my way.

Am I right?

It is okay to fall, trip, stumble and be penalised now isnt it? Its okay. As long as you do get up, look ahead and be that better person that you strive to be in whatever way and whatever circumstances.

So why are my thoughts disturbed? Why is my focus shifted? Why is my vision blurred? And why am I feeling such a low sense of self esteem? Why do I feel like a failure? Why do these tears burn my retina?

i feel like ive not done enough, not given enough. And I dont know how to make it better, dont know how to let my thoughts shut up.

its been bugging me.

time to let go of this train of thought. begone!

Watch 2 Days in Paris. It's really good.

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rambled by AiS at 12:30 AM

Comments:
:) ur weird.. some questions in ur head tat u urself found the ans..

no one is perfect n tatz y we'r alwaes learnin.. in fact i alwaes blive tat we will get stger after each fall.. fallin n stumblin does hurt n mess our mind up alot.. but the ting tats makin it hard is the part when u have to get up.. not the fall.. itz how u get up tat will determine how u will bcome in the future..

n one last ting, blive in urself..
 
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