Just shut up, and listen

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She cries, she laughs

She screams, she rambles

All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge

Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere

Abide by the rules, and you may stay.

Otherwise, leave.

Now.. smile with me.

 

  Boring is the word


 

 

 

 

 

Friday, May 30, 2008

Good Evening!

The working world is cruel.

I called the lab for a pneumatic lab container politely with respect for the other party on the phone. In return, I received an extremely sarcastic, harsh and rude response.

How in the world are we supposed to know that the pneumatic tube is on free run and not working?

I was shock at the lady's response! Completely. Utterly, shock.

The hospital is a horrible place to be working in. I dont know how some nurses do it, but Im telling you.. it takes a whole load of managing mechanism. From the workload to the stress level.

Some days I feel really paranoid and crazy, living in the fear of missing things out or overlooking or making a mistake or not serving a medication or putting the drip at the wrong rate or not taking a hypocount or even little things like medication being expired or equipments or documenting wrongly.

Ok i just deleted a whole load of bad case scenarios of what if's.

Cos Fear is an Illusion. And the law of attraction believes that what I feel,think is what I will receive. So I must not live in fear for fear will then come and hunt me. I should face it and erase it from my mind.

I have to be brave. This is another battle Im in.

Till then, the weekends are here and Im going to forget work ever happened. HAHA!

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rambled by AiS at 11:13 PM

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