Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Sunday, June 22, 2008 Baba's right.I need to learn to speak up my thoughts and simply tell people off in a nice manner. I shouldn't keep things to myself and end up bursting with complains. There's no point in that. Out comes the bitch in disguise. What's that they use to call it when we were younger? Babe In Total Control Of Herself. B.I.T.C.H Hahahhahahaa!!! Right... you know what? Growing up is tough. We reach a different stage each time a phase pass. The most difficult transformation, I must say is when we are adapting to the real world. Fine tuning and sandpaper-ing our sides. From teenagers to working adults. We are what they call, young punks. And the seniors, the oldies. In my profession, they are loads of oldies. Yeah, like with yeaaaars of experience. So, who are the young punks compared to them huh? Im going to divide myself into a few proportions. So that I can be real to myself and real to my other roles as a daughter, a sister, a grandaughter, a niece, a special one, a friend, a working adult, a colleague etc etc. The biggest change that's happening right now for me, is of course adapting to work and getting use to the environment. And I suppose, the only way for me to be happy is to conquer and to stand on top of it. I know it won't just take a day or two or even a month to be able to work independantly well, thus instead I should focus on improving and learning every single day and each improvement and lesson ought to be cherished, appreciated and never forgotten. I have to learn and adapt fast in order to get out of this adjustment phase. I have to take control of the situation. I have to. Sister says im slow. Only I can change that perception. Screw it if im a nervous wreck when it comes to assessment. If I know what the hell im doing then why in the world would i be nervous then? i KNOW my work. I have to anyway..and I better. what a boring post. GOD! I MUST SHUT UP ABOUT WORK Work is not everything there is to life. Just now I was pissed off with driving. On the slope, I rolled back thus I hit the steering wheel and snarled that I dont want to drive anymore. HAHA! Classic blow up! Tsk tsk, i must tame my fiery temper. I cant wait for this week to end. Or more like, thursday to get over with. omg, im blabbing. kkk bye -
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