Just shut up, and listen
She cries, she laughs
She screams, she rambles
All sorts of emotions, you must acknowledge
Acceptance&Nonjudgmental is what she ask to adhere
Abide by the rules, and you may stay.
Otherwise, leave.
Now.. smile with me.
Boring is the word
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Thursday, September 25, 2008       my sane keepers, my weekly dose of endorphines. thank you. im seriously missing nani. People have been going on about how Ive been losin weight. I wonder how it'll be once uni starts n my placement in NICU. Well, whatever right? I think im rather anti social in the ward. i seriously do not mean to, but i dont know... i guess i just tend to focus on just doing whatever that ive got to do n making sure i do not leave anything behind for the next shift to do. it is work afterall.. no? Eid's next week. Time past really really fast... Ramadhans gona go in a blink. My 20th birthday's approaching. But in my mind, Im forever 18. People yearn to grow up faster than they ought to, but nope not me. Im never gona grow up. My laughter is never gona age. My heart is never gona shrink. My imagination is never gona dim. Ive got loads of time later on and I wont be playing pretend. Im going to be the real deal. But as for now, Im just still a baby in my teens. Learning as I discover, learning as I stumble. There is so much in this world for me to experience, but I guess I have to take it a day at a time and there's no point rushing. Why would I want to skip a level to get me to a higher ground? How am I to appreciate what Ive finally achieve then. How am I to get the opportunity to experience the struggles that I would have to go through? Im struggling for my ball of dreams. And I'll never be at ease till then. I believe, and I have faith. What about you? We are all at our crossroads afterall. Nothing's so definite as how we thought it would be. Nothing is solid, its all mere liquid n vapour. There are no colours but emptiness for you to fill. We always think we know, but honestly.. we never do. Simplicity is a matter of simply not thinking thoroughly. -
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